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True! Theo and I made a huge life move as many of you have read.

Our transition began over a year ago when we escaped to Tasmania to figure out how to manage life with chronic pain.

It was the best thing we did even though terrifying at the time.

In just over a year, we have spent four months in Tasmania, returned to our dear Collingwood, sold our warehouse sanctuary, removed ourselves from our main business (as it was impossible for me to do the previous design work), planned a new lifestyle, and began a new venture with the utmost faith and backing of some very dear arty friends and some special few design clients.

Again, terrifying. Continue Reading

How can you know? There might be better treatment out there!

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I was sure. So positively sure.

I was miles better, my life was saved, I was no longer existing, I was living again.

I was sure that I was the best I could possibly be and that I’d received the best possible treatment for my type of pelvic pain.

But now, after a very successful sacral stim trial (of which I’m best writing more about later), I am left to wonder why I made up my mind and what it was that convinced me I was ‘doing great’ and reached the ‘best treatment‘.

I wasn’t, I hadn’t.

I know that living with pain for over eight years reduces confidence and belief. It even (warning, I’m going to use the C word), discourages hope for a cure. But how could I have assumed I found my best self for four years (nearly five actually, gulp!)? Continue Reading

‘Ouch’ just doesn’t cut it!

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I-feel-so-frustratedAnd neither does repeating, ‘it burns’, ‘it itches’, ‘it’s like fire’, ‘I get spasms’, or the various other words people in pain have to repeat for each consult in the effort to be understood.

Pain Train’s whole purpose is to help patients and their pain management teams communicate beyond these basic words. Pain Train saves the patient the additional pain of having to repeat their history and other related details at each appointment.

Pain Train offers patients a way to also show their friends and family their profiles in the hope they can also better understand their loved one’s experience. Continue Reading

Appearances can be Deceiving

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The invisible characteristic of chronic pain makes up a huge part of chronic pain’s battle.

This very invisible quality that I loathe for not communicating my hell, but love because I can somewhat fool the general public and resemble my old self, also provides another horrendous scenario. It allows the blatant abuse from insurers who use the invisible quality to their advantage avoiding the payment of rightful compensation to those owed it… yes, those like me!

But my point with this post is that so many would label Frida’s wardrobe as ‘beautiful’ when really it was a communication method that screamed her daily torment. Need I state, I so relate to this…

Original post Michael Hoppen Gallery

Frida by Ishiuchi Miyako (2013) is a photographic record of Mexican artist Frida Kahlo’s wardrobe and belongings. Following Kahlo’s death in 1954 her husband Diego Riviera began placing her personal effects into the bathroom of their Mexico City house, “The Blue House“, which later became the Museo Frida Kahlo. Riviera gave instructions that this room should remain sealed until fifteen years after his death and it in fact remained unopened until 2004 when the museum decided to organise and catalogue the contents. Ishiuchi Miyako was invited to photograph these artefacts, over 300 unseen relics of Kahlo’s life.Fridas Leg36-s- Continue Reading

Emerged from the Chrysalis

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And just like that pudendalnerve.com.au has emerged fresh and new!

I wish I could say I’m personally in the same place but instead I’m nowhere near even beginning my cocoon having just sold our home! More to come on my home/work transition later.

For now, I hope you all love this new layout that is finally mobile friendly. Sorry it took me so long, I’m sure I don’t have to explain!

I’m part of Bridge For Pelvic Pain’s Advisory Committee

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Bridge for Pelvic PainAnd I’m most honoured! To be recognised for my pelvic pain advocacy is one very exciting aspect, but to be invited to be part of a committee with a global vision, is quite an additional excitement. It appears my pain experience will definitely make a difference to others.

About Bridge For Pelvic Pain

Mission: Our mission is to connect the global community of chronic pelvic and sexual pain patients to resources, education and hope through an integrative approach. Vision: To bring hope, resources and knowledge to the pelvic and sexual pain community worldwide. Continue Reading

Pelvic Pain Foundation of Australia’s Melbourne launch

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PPA Launch - Soula, Lorimer and Anne-Florence

After 4.5 years and desperate, Soula took a stab and emailed Lorimer Moseley who kindly replied and suggested she contact Anne-Florence Plante. Anne-Florence diagnosed Soula instantly.

Melbourne launch March 24, 2015

I was thrilled to be invited to The Pelvic Pain Foundation of Australia (PPFA) Melbourne launch last night. I originally met Dr Susan Evans when I was invited to present my patient story at AIM Pain 2014.  I had cyber met Dr Evans prior, asking if I could include her details on this website, in fact I’ve ‘e-met’ many pain professionals this way. I never dreamt that one day they may all be in the one room together, all of us advocating for pelvic pain and helping start up a National organisation that addresses pelvic pain for women AND MEN.

Needless to say, last night I went on a magic carpet ride! Continue Reading

Intermission, my solo exhibition in Hobart

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It’s my PN anniversary, eight years (if I don’t subtract the 4.5 years it took me to find out it was in fact PN)!

Obviously time brings on reflection which in turn invites the ‘melancholies’ (yes, I did just make up a word). But I have significant reason to bury the ‘melancholies’ this year with the celebration of my solo show at Penny Contemporary in Hobart.

During a recent four months on the East Coast of Tasmania, I was able to focus on my fine art and decided to document my ‘self’ during this very reflective time. Theo and I took time out to ask ourselves, ‘What next?’ having lost my battle for part-time compensation and realising that sustaining, even a part time sitting job, is difficult for me. It was a most valuable time for both of us.

I’m going to leave the review for Intermission to two brilliant women; Australian artist Barbie Kjar (who will open my show and who’s words appear on the invitation), and my niece Kat Moritz, who’s words appear below.

Consider this post your invitation. View all the works here. See you in Hobart!

Solace 457 x 508 mm. Dec 14. Oil on linen.

Written by Kat Moritz

Artist Soula Mantalvanos’ most recent exhibition, “Intermission” signals a bold departure from previous works into more mature, more personal and much more intimate territory. Aptly named, the exhibition is a series of self portraits, which – as a whole – stand as a bold exploration on the artist’s behalf, of her identity as an individual during this intermission of life that she has found herself in.

Painted in the solitude and anonymity of Tasmania’s still very much unspoilt east coast, well over 500 kms from the artist’s inner city home of Collingwood, the works represent an equally pared back and exposed Soula. Leaving behind over seven years of chronic pain and the familiarity of city life, Soula’s portraits are as much of an experiment on her behalf as they are very tangible markers of a new direction in her work.

“I wanted to ask [all those hard] questions and answer them without influence – put them on paper and exhibit the experience. Perhaps I’m testing my confidence? Perhaps I’m wanting to prove to myself that I’m an artist once again?”

Soula’s portraits may have been born out of a pause in her life but, paradoxically, as a body of work, they speak of journey; of transformation; of maturation. Soula makes no effort to conceal brushstrokes or to avert the gazes of her Soulas that stand before us. Instead she commands them to look us straight in the eye, sometimes with poise, at other times with hope, however, always with sincerity. There is no hiding in the wings for this artist or these works; they most definitely warrant to be positioned centre stage; humbly; quietly, however, centre stage nonetheless.

Exhibition Details

Download the invitation
Intermission Invite pdf Intermission
Self portraits by Soula Mantalvanos
Opening Saturday 7 March, 2015 at 4:30pm by Australian Artist Barbie Kjar

Exhibition continues
MARCH 6 – 25, 2015

LOCATION
187 Liverpool Street Hobart Tasmania
EMAIL & PHONE
info@pennycontemporary.com.au 03 6231 5655 pennycontemporary.com.au

Supported by
Aesop, Chronic Pain Australia, Coal Valley Vineyard and Pain Australia

Permission granted and now it’s back to reality!

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Boxing Day Self Portrait For Theo

Or is it possible I never really left my reality? As if anyone can leave chronic pain behind and really have time off!

Sensing the cynical? I best write this post two ways. Technically, the permission ends on Thursday night when we head back to Melbourne so I’m going to post my brain’s two conflicting versions:

1. Crap thinking out-of-the-way first version

Pulling yourself out of life isn’t easy and especially if you’re forced to do it. I was forced and that force keeps on damn well forcing. It brought Theo and I to Tasmania for a four-month ‘sabbatical’ with the topic of research being chronic pain and how to live with it. Truth is, the topic has more likely been what the hell do we do now? It was also meant to somehow help me rid some more pain and pace up my driving, exercise and some daily chores. I was unsuccessful. Continue Reading

Pain Train – Patient health profiling

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About Pain Train — where it came from and why it works

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Our mission

Pain Train’s mission is to enable patients with chronic pain to record and store all relevant information about their pain, and to easily share that information with medical practitioners and others they choose to share it with.

Vision

Pain Train’s vision is to empower health practitioners and their patients, to improve the chronic pain journey.

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Definitions of pain

What is Pudendal Neuralgia (PN)?
Most simply put PN is Carpal Tunnel in the pelvis/buttocks. Compression of the Pudendal Nerve occurs after trauma to the pelvis and is aggravated with pressure. The pain is often described as a toothache like pain, with spasms, sensations of tingling, numbness, or burning. It can be very debilitating.

What is Neuropathic pain?
Neuropathic pain is the result of an injury or malfunction in the peripheral or central nervous system. The pain is often triggered by an injury, but this injury may or may not involve actual damage to the nervous system. More…

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