Ever wondered what a stim’s controller’s day looks like?
Firstly, let me clarify that I’m talking about my Boston Scientific Sacral Stimulation Implant controller (BSSSIC), not my St. Jude’s Peripheral Stimulation Implant controller (SJPSIC otherwise known as, the one that saved my life).
I’m experimenting at this 7 month post implant stage in order to figure out whether I need the SJPSIC by not using it at all. Two devices in one backside cheek is quite tricky at times. Someone without a chronic health issue would probably complain endlessly as this situation does have a few uncomfortable limitations. For someone with a chronic health issue though, that side of things, is a piece of cake in comparison – almost welcoming when you think of the benefits that come with it.
And one more thing, before I go on – no! I won’t turn both on for your entertainment purposes.
A controller has a fair job to do – it’s committed 24/7. Continue Reading
It’s taken almost 9 years but I’ve realised that chronic pain requires alot of study – dare I say never-ending study? I believe my research for pain relief for chronic pain may be paving the way for a thesis!
I’ve had a good chat and stare with myself in the mirror, allowed the gut feeling to sink (for just a few seconds), called on gratitude, and here I present to you (with a backside that will soon be comparable in value to Jlo’s) another section of Soula’s Pain Management thesis.
Let’s call it Chapter 4 (approx.)
Patient: Soula (me) Age: 46 (& a few days) Chronic pain since: Mar/07 Injury: Drop to concrete floor from exploding fitball Continue Reading
I was sure. So positively sure.
I was miles better, my life was saved, I was no longer existing, I was living again.
I was sure that I was the best I could possibly be and that I’d received the best possible treatment for my type of pelvic pain.
But now, after a very successful sacral stim trial (of which I’m best writing more about later), I am left to wonder why I made up my mind and what it was that convinced me I was ‘doing great’ and reached the ‘best treatment‘.
I wasn’t, I hadn’t.
I know that living with pain for over eight years reduces confidence and belief. It even (warning, I’m going to use the C word), discourages hope for a cure. But how could I have assumed I found my best self for four years (nearly five actually, gulp!)? Continue Reading
How gorgeous does my spine look with that dangling necklace!?
Well, that’s what I thought until I was read my gloomy bone density score;
What does that mean? It means thinning bones at the age of (then) 43. That’s not good, in fact I landed, once again, in that unique and very small group of patients with a rare condition.
I investigated (surprise!) and found my mum’s bone density was better than mine… my mum is 70. Worried? Yep. Continue Reading
I’ve had quite a few emails asking about my implant so I thought I’d create a more informative post. Given this device was a life changing treatment for me, I really haven’t given it its due attention. Implants are becoming more common for the treatment of pain, so it’s definitely worth getting my experience online.
I have to start with the pre implant status so you can all understand the impact the peripheral stimulation device had made for me (and I’ll call it my ‘stim’ if you don’t mind). I had just had diagnostic cortisone to my coccyx and had three wonderous days of complete relief. Hard to understand that’s even possible when a person can’t sit, stand, function without great levels of pain at every moment of the day.
I had presented to so many specialists (note the pages from my book, Art & Chronic Pain – A Self Portrait, of what my calendar looked like from 2007 -2009) and was labelled ‘the most severe case’ often. I had not been diagnosed as yet, I was lost, nowhere else to turn.
The complete relief response I had from the cortisone shot to the coccyx was ‘progress’. Has your practitioner told you in investigating your PN treatments that you might learn ‘what you don’t have or don’t need’? This is what’s meant by ‘diagnostic’. You almost have to work backwards with PN, cross off ‘what isn’t the case” and in my case, I had learnt I didn’t have ‘mechanical’ pain, I had neuropathic pain. My ‘mechanical’ surgeon, Mr Roy Carey, then handed me over to Professor Peter Teddy, and I have much admiration, respect and thanks to express for that moment. Continue Reading